How Not to Lose Your Husband Like I Almost Did:#2 Early signs that something is wrong

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This is the second article in my How to Not Lose Your Husband Like I Almost Did series.  Last week I touched on how just because one person says the word divorce it doesn’t have to be the end of your marriage.  My husband asked for a divorce and we found our way back to each other.  You can read The word divorce is not the end here.How Not to Lose Your Husband Like I Almost Did #2 Early signs something is wrong ~ The Plaid & Paisley Kitchen~ After 15 years of marriage my husband told me there was nothing left and he wanted a divorce. We made our way back to each other. You can too! Join me in this series where as I tell my story you will learn the warning signs and how to fix them. As long as there is love between you there is always a way back.I can’t say for sure I know the day that things started to take a turn for the worse.  At least not until they turned black.  Before that though is a gentle slope, you don’t even feel the ground move beneath your feet.  Looking back, and being truly honest with myself, the early signs that things were wrong go back a long way.  Almost to the beginning.

Those first few wonderful months, when you have so much love between you and you can hardly keep your hands off each other, slowly fade into a warm and comfortable routine.

It’s when that routine turns into monotony is when the trouble starts.

When life becomes mundane you can’t help but start to hold silent hurt locked away.  On the outside, everything looks normal.  You are living like clockwork and nothing really exciting happens anymore.  You don’t want to disturb the peace by talking about unpleasant things. So you continue in your comfortable silence.

Maybe you have noticed that you don’t talk as much as you use to.  Remember how you could pass the whole night away talking about everything and nothing all at once.  You may feel that you already know everything there is to know about your husband and feel there is no point in asking.

What you mistake for comfortable silence or just run of the mill day to day activities could be the beginning cracks of what could be a very large divide later.

Men are notoriously bad at sharing their feelings.  As women, we feel that we are the peacekeepers.  So neither one of us is talking.  That comfortable silence could very well be one or both of you holding on to hurt, anger, frustration, or actually the worst, disappointment.

In our case disappointment was a poison that wrapped its way around and began to choke my own happiness.  And like any poison, it was deadly.  Anger can be vented. Frustration can be worked out. Hurt can be smoothed over, but disappointment lingers.  No one wants to tell the man they love that they are disappointed in their life.

And the rift grows.

Really analyse, are you not talking as much as you used to? Do most nights pass too busy with day to day activities to really spend any time together? Do you feel like there is nothing new you can learn about this man?  I felt this way also.

You can imagine how surprised I was when I found out my husband played baseball when he was a boy.  We were married 10 years at this point! When I asked him why he never told me that his answer was so typically male.

“You never asked,” he said.

How Not to Lose Your Husband Like I Almost Did #2 Early signs something is wrong ~ The Plaid & Paisley Kitchen~ After 15 years of marriage my husband told me there was nothing left and he wanted a divorce. We made our way back to each other. You can too! Join me in this series where as I tell my story you will learn the warning signs and how to fix them. As long as there is love between you there is always a way back.

But I made a terrible mistake, I never asked him, “what else haven’t you told me?”  Men are more complex than we give them credit for.  It’s easy to wrap them up in male ego, sex, food, and sports.  Of which they most certainly are, yet they have more layers than that.

Don’t let that silence continue.  Don’t let life get in the way.  Even if it feels awkward, after months or even years of living like this, force yourself to start talking.  It doesn’t have to be a big serious talk.  Just conversation.  Ask more about his childhood, ask more about his work, have him teach you his hobbies.

Once you start talking it will become comfortable again.  As that comfort grows you will find ways to talk about what hurts.  It won’t feel confrontational because you have gotten back in the habit of just talking again.

Early on in our marriage we just seemed to stop talking about our dreams, wants and desires.  

We weren’t ignoring each other we just only talked about what you need to get through the day or to make plans to do something.  That’s not really talking to each other.

Take a close look.  Are the signs there? You are the only one that can catch these habits before they turn toxic.  You can undo the damage caused by silence.  If you fix it now you have stopped the slow killer in your marriage.

Next Week: What happens when two lives become one? Do you feel you have lost your own identity?

Week #1 The Word Divorce is Not the End

What do you think your early signs are?  I want to learn from you too!

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  1. […] and we found our way back to each other.  You can read The word divorce is not the end here and Early Warning Signs Something is Wrong here.I was 26 almost 27 when we got married.  We had both already lived very full lives before we met. […]

  2. Thank you so much for being open and sharing about this, Chandra! I got married 6 months ago and this was a great reminder to be proactive in avoiding these things. I’m really glad that my husband and I talk a lot and are really open about everything. This reminded me how important it is to make it a point to keep that up!

  3. Having been through a divorce – I definitely think it is when we stopped being kind to one another! And communication!

    We talk a lot now in my marriage – A LOT! All the time about everything.

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